#OH WHAT A TANGLED WEB WE WEAVE FREE#

The world of Social Media just takes all of this to a whole new level. I find this especially in our world of Social Media and вЂњthe gameвЂќВ of вЂњmarketing ourselvesвЂќ.

#OH WHAT A TANGLED WEB WE WEAVE FREE#

You may have woven such an intricate web of who you supposedly are that it may seem almost impossible to live up to it or break free of it. For others the price can be so much higher. For some of us the price may be small or we may believe it doesnвЂ™t exist at all. What is the price? Well since we are all different we will find the price we pay to be as individual as we are. I didnвЂ™t realize I was paying a price while weaving the web and playing вЂњthe gameвЂќ. I didnвЂ™t see this when I was in my 20s and 30s. Something I learned (the hard way) in my life. Someone getting killed, alcohol poisoning, and some serious emotional damage.IвЂ™d like to share something with you. Because if it can't be in a controlled manner then it takes over and leads to downfall.

If you ever asked them why that's all they do they say, 'there's nothing else to do'.

Really how disgusting can you get? After drinking got old they started playing with other substances and then started having other people from other towns get involved. After their girlfriends got old they started sharing. The boys and girls would go party together, started sleeping with each other then and the most important thing it their lives was how much alcohol could they get for their next gathering. Everyone has partied together it started I think freshman year. And in this small town I live in, its like a ritual. Why does it make you feel complete? I don't understand how having no control over your actions or your words is a good thing when its so constant.

I also think its fun to go out every now and then to have a good time, but what I don't understand is why you must feel the need to get so faded that you never even remember the events that happened the night before? Or why does alcohol, multiple girls, and waking up with a throbbing pain make you feel like you are the best person in the world. Now for you predictable party animals, see here's the thing I don't think I am any better than anyone because I don't go out and party every weekend. I don't really know what's wrong with me but hopefully it will pay off. Its just been a sting of bad luck, but I don't give up hope I still give people multiple chances to prove that they are friend material and even the ones that have hurt me. Girls were just a pure let down and guys that were really great friends ended up wanting more then a friendship. Ever since then any friends that I have had that were really close repeatedly left, stabbed me in the back, got jealous, or just became untrustworthy. In 8th grade I was a strong believer in 'best friends' well that severely went down hillВ with time. So I think I have aВ little problem with my view on 'friends'. The best friend that is only there sometimes. really it works,В don't be afraid to laugh at dumb things orВ even yourself every now and then, be confident in your actions and the skills you have, but at the same timeВ don't rub it every one's face. And realize that a lot of people may like you but there will be others that don't, accept it and move on.В The girlsВ that are actually worth something can tell if you areВ putting on a frontВ or acting like your somethingВ else. I require patience, I like for a man to be confident but not arrogant, its called humility bro, get some. There are steps to take when it comes to getting close to me. I'm going to begin with the guy who thinks he is the most awesome person in the world and thinks his smile will win over a crowd. The guy that has an issue with partying, the girl that is a fair weather friend, and the dude who thinks he can win you over by the things he does. Its like you can read the next 5 steps in life that they are about to take. Why is it that some people fit into that same style and category? And sometimes they know it and flourish in it, what is that even about? Some people are so predictable its insane.

Oh what a tangled web we weave